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And every hour of every day I'm learning more
The more I learn, the less I know about before
The less I know, the more I want to look around
Digging deep for clues on higher ground
'Higher Ground', UB40
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Wednesday, June 30
Busy, so busy.
Wants, so many wants.
Tasks, so many tasks.
Breatheeeeeeee.....hoo hoo hoo....
[ posted by toast @ 1:52 AM ] [ ]
Sunday, June 13
There's this fren, who's been pissing me off. He's been jio-ing me to join this bunch of frens for dinner, movies, hanging out, blah blah blah...but I can't / don't want to most of the time. But he doesn't relent when I say no, & persist & persuade....which is, v angonising for me!
One of the things that really get me on my nerves, get me worked up, is when ppl try to get me to do things against my will, against my wish. I know most people of cos will not enjoy being made to do things against their will. But for me, my dislike of this is incredibly great, it evokes some kinda biological reaction in me. I can literally feel shackles on me, i'll get flustered & tongue-tied & extremely extrememly upset!
Like, in the last Ultimate Fall league, there was a bbq party after the finals. I've assured my capts my attendance for this bbq. Somehow, I didn't feel happy during the finals, & wanted to get out of the crowd asap. So I told my capt I was leaving & won't be going to the bbq. She got upset & told me I've to go to the bbq, as they've ordered amt of food accoding to no. of ppl turning up; if not, there be a waste of food & I've to pay a $25 penalty. I was surprised, but more so pissed - that just made me all the more determined to pet clean my ass & get outa the place! Don't be mistaken, my capt is a pretty sweet lady & why she was so insistent i go for the party I still can't figure out. But still, I was pretty enraged at that pt of time & tot her a bitch & things in my opinion didn't end on a beautiful note. On hindsight, the whole thing is pretty dumb & could be settled in a more amicable manner & perhaps I was really in the wrong, but boy was I agitated & pissed then.
If there's anything that's definitely Sagitt about me, its my NEED for FREEDOM! Centaurs are wild & wildly independant creatures. So yah, ppl, don try to leash me or bind me down pls. I'll either kick you to death, or suffer myself to death.
I don't like to commit myself.
I don't like to explain myself.
I don't like to talk about myself.
This is me, & I will stick to this, thank you.
[ posted by toast @ 11:28 PM ] [ ]