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And every hour of every day I'm learning more
The more I learn, the less I know about before
The less I know, the more I want to look around
Digging deep for clues on higher ground
I'm trying (for the longest time) to be careful with my money. Because sadly, I'm earning PeanuTs.
Unfortunatey, money has a will of thier own, mind of their own, legs of their own. I'm spending more than I can afford to, every month! But I don't know how I do it. The $$ just *puuuff...!* disappear.
Like today, I just bougth $42 worth of books. For 8 big/small/hard-covered/paperback/ie. everykinda books. I chanced upon a book warehouse sale, & I was like a moth to a flame, a child in a candy-shop. I was very happy. Til after I paid & was walking out with the/my books. I then remembered - I don't want to buy books! I don't want to keep books! There's no space in my hse to keep books! I wanted to kick myself. Deja vu feeling....it happened the other time after I left the cashier counter....& another time after I left the cashier counter....& also another time after I left the cashier counter.....
Guilts of blogging slothery come & go... Inspirations, ideas, for worthy post come & go I will write some things tonight, no matter how short or gibberish, lest this entry come & go too...
Bangkok
My first night in Bangkok, overlooking Bangkok city on the 24th floor, I was entranced by pulsating red lights crowning near every skyscraper. The highways flowed streams of orange headlights. It struck me - this city does not sleep.
Humans...
are nauseating, disgusting, sad. I'm nauseated, disgusted, & saddened by the hypocrisies that move around me. Why do they hang out if they dislike each other so? How can XX even talked to YY when XX near-spits at YY's name? Count me out. To have such frenships mired in muck, I rather be a loner.
Work
Ooh....boy, can I get passionate blogging bout this! But dooce.com has taught me better....
Ultimate
I Was starting to play deep! Was getting smarter bout cupping! Was learning to pull! All was-es, cos I Have torn my right ACL. *sob*
Dudes
Thai dudes are so pretty Phil dudes are so sweet Sing dudes....so gong, don know quality when they see quality. (See! I still single!! wahaha...)